THOUGHTS


never thought I would be depressed till I could reach havin thoughts abt death,havin almost a normal life,normal problems,it never occured to me how loosing some one close will affect me,k,I've seen movies when close people die how they act,but I was never the emotional type,I was known to be rational,even when I become sad,it's just a phase that passes by,hope this will continue shortly,hope I can handle it,cause I feel this is just the beginning of more....